Where has he gone?

Its been 2 months since I have seen him. Rocky i mean, he just like dropped off the face of the earth. And I am worried what if he...idk is lying dead some where. Thats just the bad image that goes though my head. I can't believe he would leave and not tell me where he is going. Why? I am his girlfriend and....I just don't know what to do.

Am I just wasting my time here? Chasing, fighting for a guy that goes back and forth on whether or not he loves me and cares for me. I love him but i just cant help but hate him. Why dose he have to be so fucking stupid? What is wrong with him? What is wrong with guys? Their all idiots...Ok well not all of them but most of them.

Argh! what ever, i'm done with this rant