Just so yall guys know, You can comment on the blog entries if you want. You don't have to register or any thing. Jut thought I'd let you guys know. Well Im gonna go back to play OutRun. Cya
~Peace out
Sep 26, 2008
Change
Current mood: 
Happy
One of my friends sent me a message. And told me she read my blog and was concerned. I never meant to give any one the impression I was depressed. Not every thing in my life is this bad. I guess I should post more about the positive stuff. But I just figured that would be boring. But I guess boring is better then having people think some things wrong. So I am still keeping my David Draiman background. But I've changed my banner. With more of a happy one........I hope its a happy one. It has only one of my poems now. And one of my favorite Disturbed songs. Just stop. In case you cant read it you can google the lyrics. I'll post the song meaning for ya.
JUST STOP
About a situation where your other half is always trying to come up with reasons to argue with you and you are constantly apologizing, and constantly asking for forgiveness, over and over again, and the frustration that comes with it. The song is asking "that person" to just stop.
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I promise I will post more positive stuff on here.
~Peace out
HappyOne of my friends sent me a message. And told me she read my blog and was concerned. I never meant to give any one the impression I was depressed. Not every thing in my life is this bad. I guess I should post more about the positive stuff. But I just figured that would be boring. But I guess boring is better then having people think some things wrong. So I am still keeping my David Draiman background. But I've changed my banner. With more of a happy one........I hope its a happy one. It has only one of my poems now. And one of my favorite Disturbed songs. Just stop. In case you cant read it you can google the lyrics. I'll post the song meaning for ya.
JUST STOP
About a situation where your other half is always trying to come up with reasons to argue with you and you are constantly apologizing, and constantly asking for forgiveness, over and over again, and the frustration that comes with it. The song is asking "that person" to just stop.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I promise I will post more positive stuff on here.
~Peace out
About my blog
I am referring to the poems in the header and the layout. And basically just this blog in general. Just so you know I am telling you this cause a friend told me my poems were emo. They are not really meant to. Emo's are the ones they cut them selfs right? And talk about death and are depressed all the time. And my poems don't talk about any of that.
I am who I am
your approval isn't needed
This poem is about what the title says. I am who I am, I've always been the type to stand out from the crowd. Never do any thing just cause every one else is doing it. Dress in a certain way cause every one else is doing it. Or talk in a certain manor cause every one else is. Let me ask you this its the same old shit your mothers would ask you. If every one jumped off a bride and killed them selfs. Would you? My answer is no. Wait let me re-phrase that. My answer would be HELL FUCKING NO!
Respect
Again, this poem is about what the title says. If you respect me I will respect you. But if you disrespect me then you will get nothing but disrespect back. Now I am normally a nice person. But you fucking look where all that nicey nice shit got me. I became a fucking push over. Which is why most of my friends did what they did. They disrespected me, so I did the same back. I cursed them out I went off on them. But its not important to get into all that right now. I will on a later date.
Rantings of a Disturbed 0ne
This is the name of the site. The poem is basically aimed towards my family and some but not all of my friends. Hell even the ones that think they know me probably don't know me that well. There is only one person that actually kind of knows me. He knows what I'm gonna say before I even say it. So this poem kind of really isn't aimed towards him. Its just basically saying to my family and friends you don't know me. They think they do but they don't.
My family thinks they know me. But they have never really taken the time to sit down and talk to me about what I like and what I want. They only things my parents know about me. Well my mother more then my dad. She knows I love Orlando Bloom. Heck my whole family pretty much knows that. My mom knows I love Disturbed and she hates it. And my parents and sister know I like pink. And I am sure they know I like Tomb Raider. And my mom and sister definitely knows I love Nora Roberts. But thats about it. But thats nothing that big.
They know nothing else about me really. Hell my mother can't even fucking remember what I want to do when I grow up. So, the poem is based in that. They don't know me, they wont ever know any thing and every thing about me. Cause they never want to take the time to get to know me. "You wont understand The daily shit I got" Ok that last little bit is fucking lame as hell. But it works. This means that most of my family and friends won't understand the shit I go though. I can't talk to my mother cause most of my issues are with her. And she won't understand. All of my friends EXCEPT one seems to make me feel guilty that I think what I think and say what I say.
I can't talk to my family about the shit I have gone though with every one of my internet friends over the last year. Cause they wont understand. Plus they don't know that I talk to people on the internet. So ya.
The layout is black, cause I like black. The image in the banner and the background. Is of David Draiman, lead singer for Disturbed. My favorite band, and yes I have a crush on him. He's cute and I will fucking hit any one that says hes creepy. I bout slapped my mother a few times when she said it. The text on that is from I am sure the song Darkness. Which is one of theirs. And the name: Rantings of a Disturbed 0ne. Referrers to, this blog is where i can rant hence Rantings. Again my favorite band is Disturbed hence Disturbed 0ne.
So when you think about it. Nothing about my blog sounds emo. Its where I can rant about my crappy ass life. So it all fits together some how. My life is crap atm, mostly cause of my mother and SOME of my friends. I only got a few friends left that still talk to me. That still want to talk to me and don't think I am annoying. The poems: read above. They are talking from the heart. Go back up and read them again. The image is of David Draiman. Nothing emo there.
I am who I am
your approval isn't needed
This poem is about what the title says. I am who I am, I've always been the type to stand out from the crowd. Never do any thing just cause every one else is doing it. Dress in a certain way cause every one else is doing it. Or talk in a certain manor cause every one else is. Let me ask you this its the same old shit your mothers would ask you. If every one jumped off a bride and killed them selfs. Would you? My answer is no. Wait let me re-phrase that. My answer would be HELL FUCKING NO!
Respect
Again, this poem is about what the title says. If you respect me I will respect you. But if you disrespect me then you will get nothing but disrespect back. Now I am normally a nice person. But you fucking look where all that nicey nice shit got me. I became a fucking push over. Which is why most of my friends did what they did. They disrespected me, so I did the same back. I cursed them out I went off on them. But its not important to get into all that right now. I will on a later date.
Rantings of a Disturbed 0ne
This is the name of the site. The poem is basically aimed towards my family and some but not all of my friends. Hell even the ones that think they know me probably don't know me that well. There is only one person that actually kind of knows me. He knows what I'm gonna say before I even say it. So this poem kind of really isn't aimed towards him. Its just basically saying to my family and friends you don't know me. They think they do but they don't.
My family thinks they know me. But they have never really taken the time to sit down and talk to me about what I like and what I want. They only things my parents know about me. Well my mother more then my dad. She knows I love Orlando Bloom. Heck my whole family pretty much knows that. My mom knows I love Disturbed and she hates it. And my parents and sister know I like pink. And I am sure they know I like Tomb Raider. And my mom and sister definitely knows I love Nora Roberts. But thats about it. But thats nothing that big.
They know nothing else about me really. Hell my mother can't even fucking remember what I want to do when I grow up. So, the poem is based in that. They don't know me, they wont ever know any thing and every thing about me. Cause they never want to take the time to get to know me. "You wont understand The daily shit I got" Ok that last little bit is fucking lame as hell. But it works. This means that most of my family and friends won't understand the shit I go though. I can't talk to my mother cause most of my issues are with her. And she won't understand. All of my friends EXCEPT one seems to make me feel guilty that I think what I think and say what I say.
I can't talk to my family about the shit I have gone though with every one of my internet friends over the last year. Cause they wont understand. Plus they don't know that I talk to people on the internet. So ya.
The layout is black, cause I like black. The image in the banner and the background. Is of David Draiman, lead singer for Disturbed. My favorite band, and yes I have a crush on him. He's cute and I will fucking hit any one that says hes creepy. I bout slapped my mother a few times when she said it. The text on that is from I am sure the song Darkness. Which is one of theirs. And the name: Rantings of a Disturbed 0ne. Referrers to, this blog is where i can rant hence Rantings. Again my favorite band is Disturbed hence Disturbed 0ne.
So when you think about it. Nothing about my blog sounds emo. Its where I can rant about my crappy ass life. So it all fits together some how. My life is crap atm, mostly cause of my mother and SOME of my friends. I only got a few friends left that still talk to me. That still want to talk to me and don't think I am annoying. The poems: read above. They are talking from the heart. Go back up and read them again. The image is of David Draiman. Nothing emo there.
Youtube account suspended??
OK I sent them a message, haven't heard back. And its been 24 hours. Now come on it can't fucking take that fucking long. I posted in their forums and sent them a fucking email. How fucking long do I have to sit here and wait for a fucking response. I was trying to change my email address. And when I did the confirm email it popped up with a message saying my account was deleted. And when ever I go to my profile it says "This account is suspended." What happened. I didn't do any thing wrong. I had no copyright as far as I know. I never broke any of the rules. Well at least none that I knew of. I was just confirming my email. This happened to my friend when she first joined. She singed up for an account and when she went to confirm her email. It said she was suspended. And all both of us were doing was confirming out email. None of you would happen to know whats going on and how to get my account back? And if I do NEVER will I EVER do that EVER again ARGH So now none of my videos work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was a fucking fan video, why the fuck would MINE get deleted but all these other fucking tribute videos get to fucking stay up!!!!!!!!! THIS didnt happen till AFTER I DID THE CONFIRM EMAIL!!!! If I hadn't fucking done that my account would have been suspended and 1st of all they dont just fucking delete your account. THey fucking deleted the fucking video first. And if you have to many videos deleted they THEN delete your account. That happened with my old account.
And before you start talkin shit, read the 6 points I made below
1st off, Just want to make this clear, I wasn't stealing copy right. I put MY logo, because Goddess Creations is some thing I do in my free time. Its a FAKE PRETEND production company I made up in where I make Tribute videos for celebs, games, movies, ect... And make graphic designs, and remixes. I wasn't trying to steal copyright. The fans, members of youtube understand that these clips belong to the band, actor, singer, celeb w/e or they belong to the company that created them. Or that works for the person. I know that, every one else knows that.
2nd of all, READ MY WHOLE FUCKING BLOG. If it was the video they would give me a warning first. Youtube always and i mean ALWAYS gives you warnings first. But deleting your videos. And if you have to many AND THEN your fucking account gets deleted.
3rd of all READ THE WHOLE FUCKING BLOG. Damn, I said this ONLY FUCKING HAPPENED AFTER I CONFIRMED MY EMAIL. If I hadn't fucking confirmed it then the account would still be there.
4th off, I used to do this with my old account. I used to ALWAYS make tributes. But when I uploaded ACTUAL copyright, such as interviews, making ofs, ect... They were for my sites. They got deleted. And because too many of those were deleted. Yes, my account was then deleted.
5th off, my friends and every other god damn person on fucking youtube. Makes these kind of fucking tributes. And these have been up longer. Have had more views, more ratings, more comments then my tributes. Let me repeat Those other fucking videos have BEEN UP FOR LIKE A YEAR OR LONGER. But yet, (if that is the fucking reason my account went down), why the fucking hell are MY FUCKING VIDS gone but yet these other members of youtube get to keep their god damn vids? HUH Answer me that?
6th of all, Let me repeat it for the billion hundredth time. MY account only went down After I confirmed my email.
Now do me a favor and read those again, Specially the 1st and 5th ones. VERY CAREFULLY!
I did nothing wrong. This account wasn't deleted because of the fucking content on the account. It was deleted/suspended because of a glitch in there automated email confirmation system. This happened to a friend of mine when she joined. And she didnt even fucking have any thing set up yet. She was registering and confirmed her email. Hell when I tried to sign up for my new account after my old one got deleted. It happened to me to. Now what the fuck. Are we the only ones that this has happened to? That is a load of bull shit!
It was a fucking fan video, why the fuck would MINE get deleted but all these other fucking tribute videos get to fucking stay up!!!!!!!!! THIS didnt happen till AFTER I DID THE CONFIRM EMAIL!!!! If I hadn't fucking done that my account would have been suspended and 1st of all they dont just fucking delete your account. THey fucking deleted the fucking video first. And if you have to many videos deleted they THEN delete your account. That happened with my old account.
And before you start talkin shit, read the 6 points I made below
1st off, Just want to make this clear, I wasn't stealing copy right. I put MY logo, because Goddess Creations is some thing I do in my free time. Its a FAKE PRETEND production company I made up in where I make Tribute videos for celebs, games, movies, ect... And make graphic designs, and remixes. I wasn't trying to steal copyright. The fans, members of youtube understand that these clips belong to the band, actor, singer, celeb w/e or they belong to the company that created them. Or that works for the person. I know that, every one else knows that.
2nd of all, READ MY WHOLE FUCKING BLOG. If it was the video they would give me a warning first. Youtube always and i mean ALWAYS gives you warnings first. But deleting your videos. And if you have to many AND THEN your fucking account gets deleted.
3rd of all READ THE WHOLE FUCKING BLOG. Damn, I said this ONLY FUCKING HAPPENED AFTER I CONFIRMED MY EMAIL. If I hadn't fucking confirmed it then the account would still be there.
4th off, I used to do this with my old account. I used to ALWAYS make tributes. But when I uploaded ACTUAL copyright, such as interviews, making ofs, ect... They were for my sites. They got deleted. And because too many of those were deleted. Yes, my account was then deleted.
5th off, my friends and every other god damn person on fucking youtube. Makes these kind of fucking tributes. And these have been up longer. Have had more views, more ratings, more comments then my tributes. Let me repeat Those other fucking videos have BEEN UP FOR LIKE A YEAR OR LONGER. But yet, (if that is the fucking reason my account went down), why the fucking hell are MY FUCKING VIDS gone but yet these other members of youtube get to keep their god damn vids? HUH Answer me that?
6th of all, Let me repeat it for the billion hundredth time. MY account only went down After I confirmed my email.
Now do me a favor and read those again, Specially the 1st and 5th ones. VERY CAREFULLY!
I did nothing wrong. This account wasn't deleted because of the fucking content on the account. It was deleted/suspended because of a glitch in there automated email confirmation system. This happened to a friend of mine when she joined. And she didnt even fucking have any thing set up yet. She was registering and confirmed her email. Hell when I tried to sign up for my new account after my old one got deleted. It happened to me to. Now what the fuck. Are we the only ones that this has happened to? That is a load of bull shit!
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