AggravatedI don't know what it is about me. I don't know why but its just like every time I ask for help no one wants to help me. Its just not fair, when ever I post in support forums. I get no responses.....Ok I take that back, I get a few but then after awhile when the person cant seem to help me figure out they give up. OR they only post once and don't post again. And the topic ends up dying and later I have to go back and either bump up the topic or post a new one. If it was any body else OH every one would jump to help that person. But when it comes down to me its like no one ever wants to help me. I don't understand why. And I don't exactly have the prove. But I have quite a few time posted some threads in support forums and they get no reply. Or they get maybe one or two. They get a fucking shit load of views but no replies.
BUT yet a little bit later I will see the exact same thread with the exact same problem I was having. But this one is posted by a different person. And every one is jumping in and replying trying to help this person out with their problem. Its like dude I just fucking posted this exact same fucking problem not to long ago but you fucking jack asses wouldn't even fucking bother to stop being so fucking lazy and fucking help me. I mean I don't actually say this to them but I want to. Cause I know that if I said it of course I will be banned and I wouldn't want that now would I. But it just pisses me off. And I just posted some help on a forum about my logo. And on a forum about a problem I was having with windows movie maker. And it was like no one was wanting to help me. And I was describing every thing that was going wrong. But I also said that I did this or I did that. Like with the movie maker problem. Ok first the problem is that the video saves but it wont play. Then it gives me a message saying it cant be saved cause you dont have enough disk space. Or that the clips in the video have either been moved or modified. And I just fucking said that no of those were true.
I haven't moved the videos nor have I modified them in any way. And I had the disk space on my computer to save. And I had the space in the folder to save. So there was no real reason for this error to be showing up. But the idiot said "Make sure the videos haven't been moved or modified. And make sure you have the space." DUDE I JUST FUCKING SAID THAT I DIDNT MOVE THEM NOR DID I MODIFY THEN AND I DID FUCKING HAVE THE SPACE TO SAVE IT. YOU JUST DONT FUCKING PAY A BIT OF FUCKING ADDITION. NO BODY EVER PAYS A BIT OF FUCKING ADDITION WHEN I SAY THINGS. And I am so fucking pissed off. No I am so far past pissed off I am lapping it for the 2nd time. Right now I am listening to Disturbed to try and keep myself calm. I don't want to hurt myself again. And that is also the reason why I am blogging this. Cause talking about it whether it is with some one or in a blog it still makes me feel better. And listening to Disturbed always helps me stay calm. I don't know what it is about their music. They always say that this kind of music is supposed to make you angry and/or violent. But with me it actually calms me. For me a lot of the time things that should effect me in a certain way effect me in the opposite way.
Like things that should make me angry. Don't, but that don't go for all things. Things that should make me angry such as my CD skipping makes me angry. Things that should offend me don't. Things that should make me cry don't. Things that shouldnt make me cry..........well don't lol. Anyways you get my point don't you. So I am gonna listen to Disturbed till I feel as calm as I can possibly get. Then I should probably go to bed. That is if the guys at the damn support forums haven't answered me. I want to try and get this fixed tonight. Cause there is a video I made that I would like to save and I can't seem to save it. And it is pissing the fucking hell out of me. But I am trying to stay calm. Don't want to hurt myself like last time. Anyways think I have made this post long enough. Hope you guys enjoyed my little rant.
~Peace Out
The Disturbed 0ne
