Pet peeves (Relationship Version)

One thing that bothers me the most. That my ex Rocky did to me all the time. We had known each other for about 7 months. But dated for like 5 months, and he didn't feel like he could tell me any thing. He'd rather tell this guy who was 14 years old and was the most annoying whiny ass little prick. Then tell his own girlfriend. I never understood that, I am his girl friend and he could never even tell me the little things. Like he had to go out of town and I had to hear it from our friends. That pisses me off, I have to hear it from our friends rather then from him himself. Now some of the bigger more personal stuff I understand. But some thing as little as going out of town? Now that's just fucked up. And I don't understand, is it cause he can't trust me? And if thats it then why cant he trust his girlfriend but can trust a 14 year old whiny ass prick. That makes no sense to me at all.

And he always told me one thing and told every one else some thing different. Its like why? What are you hiding from me? And it was just hard for me to trust him. Its a tad hard to really trust any one. Its like why bother if their just going to hide shit from you. I was his girlfriend and he couldnt feel like telling me any thing. My family always leaves me out of shit. They dont tell me any thing or tell me if we are going any where or doing any thing.

I feel so left out and its unfair, i cant even explain how it makes me feel when people do that. I just don't understand why i always get left out of every thing. Especially from my own boyfriend. It just makes no sense to me. I get enough of this from my own family I don't need it from any one else. Its like its hard to trust what any one says to me any more. Cause I just feel as if they are not telling me the truth. Cause people tell me one thing and every one else some thing completely different.

He did nothing but lie to me. He did nothing but keep things from me. Little things that he should have told me. Like him going out of town. He lied and said he had a job the next day oh i was laid off, then the day after that, oh i have to go to work. Its like which is it? And then I had to hear from Kyle (the 14 year old whiny ass) that Rocky was finally getting up off his ass and getting a job. Well why couldnt he tell me that he was getting a job? Some thing as little as that? Why didnt he tell me him self? I had to hear it from our friend. It was just.....I can't even explain it.

So yah enconclustion one of my biggest pet peeves in a relationship. Is when some one lies to me and keeps things from me. They tell some one, one thing and me some thing else. Or they dont tell me every thing. And i dont know why, it always happens to me. :(